unsatizfied

im just afraid. im afraid you'll lose interest. don't tell me i am a wonderful person until i shut you out and push you away.. because i promised myself. that you are just like the rest. and you'll get tired of me too. don't tell me that i'll get through this that this is only just.. temporary. until you've seen the inner pain. inside my mind. and the demons and monsters that refuse to stay silent. but if you've seen that other part of me.. the scars, pain, and insecurities. that i hide. the voices that whisper during the day.. and that scream during the night. the darkness lurking behind my smile. and you still stay by my side. and think o